Honestly, being a mother is the best and most important thing that I have ever done. Nothing compares, or ever could. Being a mother filled the void I felt for so long and tried to fill with things that never brought true happiness. It scares me to think of what I might 
be doing or where I might be buried if I hadn't been blessed with my girls. I have found a new meaning in life and want to live my life better and stronger just to be a good mother to my kids. I love them so much sometimes my heart just aches with it. I am terrified that anything bad might ever happen to them, but I know it's part of life and I want to be there to help them through it. I'm so glad that I have found the capacity to love so much. I love the everyday learning experiences, the smiles, laughs, the hugs, and cuddles. I love to be the one that can make it all better, the designated tear wiper. I love that Trinity loves me so much and worries that "Mommy's missing me" and "I need to be home to cuddle mommy" when she goes to the movies with grandma :). I love that Elli is crawling (and while I hoped it would help her entertain herself better) crawls to wherever I am whining, "mum mum" at me. 
be doing or where I might be buried if I hadn't been blessed with my girls. I have found a new meaning in life and want to live my life better and stronger just to be a good mother to my kids. I love them so much sometimes my heart just aches with it. I am terrified that anything bad might ever happen to them, but I know it's part of life and I want to be there to help them through it. I'm so glad that I have found the capacity to love so much. I love the everyday learning experiences, the smiles, laughs, the hugs, and cuddles. I love to be the one that can make it all better, the designated tear wiper. I love that Trinity loves me so much and worries that "Mommy's missing me" and "I need to be home to cuddle mommy" when she goes to the movies with grandma :). I love that Elli is crawling (and while I hoped it would help her entertain herself better) crawls to wherever I am whining, "mum mum" at me. 
My heart is so full, and I'm glad that mother's have a special day designated just for them because I know there are so many wonderful mothers out there who love their children just as much as I do. I know that I have one and I love her very much. I hope that I can love as much as she does.
Way to go all you moms out there!
3 comments:
Angela, You and those babies are beautiful!
Angela!! HELLO!! Your girls are SO DANG CUTE....and I don't say that to everyone. (Some babies just experience premature awkward stages). Anyway, I wish that we could hang out and have our kids play together all the time because I think that we parent very similarly (from what I've read on your blog and talking w/ your fam.)and that our little prodigies would enjoy it. It would be so much fun! This sounds so bad, but it's so refreshing to hear that other moms have days like that too. Actually, I think all my days are like that... ha! I'm so glad I found your blog. I'll be watching you! Love and miss you! -me
okay, that settles it, I'm gonna go get knocked up! ahaha. joke, joke. but seriously. you are the hottest mom [well, you and Em] I've ever seen!
LOOOVVVEEES!
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